Hey Deviants,

OK soo..I tivo'd the show More to Love and watched it last night and I just gotta say WTF. Like..I was so ready to love this show, and don't get me wrong, I'm not gonna stop watching it, I have to see how it all plays out, but come on..what are these girls thinking.

First of all, lets be superficial for just a quic second. Is it me, or are like only a handful of these chicks like really pretty? Not to say that any woman is really ugly, because women are gorgeous creatures, but damn. And, big girls, what the hell. I know it's difficult to find dresses in anything past a size 6, trust me, I get it, but do we not know how to walk in heels or wear a dress without looking like we just rolled out of bed? So now not only are we big girls fat and frumpy, but we're also hideous dressers and unnattractive.

Now, lets dig a little deeper. Yes, being a bigger girl can be a heavy burden, no pun intended. I mean, all we ever see are girls like Giselle or Kate Moss on the cover of magazines, in editorial spreads, on tv, everywhere! It's frustrating and makes us hate our bodies. So naturally, it can stiffle our self confidence and make us feel inadequate. But there was something about all those girls crying "I've never had a relationship" or "Who would ever want me" just rubbed me the wrong way. Your on national fucking tv. Everyone is insecure at times, but seize that moment and be proud of who you are and what you have. Yeah, you're a big girl, and why would you wanna be anything else!? Love you for you, because until you do, no one else will.

I dunno, maybe its just me and I'm being nitpicky lol. I just wanted to see some drop dead gorgeous and proud big girls out there. For once, I wanted us to be coveted like the godesses we are and not contantly prodded and poked at for people's speculation. But I guess we will always be cast in a negative light. If you saw it, I think it's pretty easy to see that the chick with all the tats is my fav, but this guy is pretty square, so I'm almost positive she's gonna go fast.

On the plus side, again, no pun intended, Emme looked AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS last night! She's a constant inspiration, and I only wish I could do she does and how she does it lol. I hope they bring on more plus sized models on that show, especially Crystal Ren, because not only is she..the single most gorgeous creature to ever walk the earth, but she knows what it's like to be thin and plus sized and I think these girls need majooor 101 talk in the confidence department.

Regardless, I have to finish watching it, cause even with all the things that urk me about it, I feel compeled to watch it. I gotta support my big girls lol. Anyway, if anyone out there has seen it, feel free to comment and stuff. Even if you havent, I still wanna know what you think.

<3 you all!

-Ellie